Wednesday, November 24, 2004

passing thoughts


me thinking..


"If your heart and mine cannot collaborate, and we do not speak the same language and utter the same words, we may not be compatible.
But if not many words are said, and very little is spoken of, but despite it all, we still comprehend, eternity is waiting for us as we speak.
It takes very exceptional people to understand, but these exceptional people are those who are truly special.
It may take a lifetime to find these special people, but patience has its rewards.
It works both ways, both for me and you.
We are all still searching, and this searching may stop or may never end.
But when we finally find the one to fill our hearts and souls, I am sure it will be grand.
It may take time, and it may take its toll, but it is worth it.
I know, and you know, but we both know that it is difficult.
We both hope that someday we will see that ray of hope we had been waiting for, but when it somehow does not show, then we will know.
We were both meant for each other, and we are the rays of light for each other, we are the souls we had been waiting for.
And we were both there all along."

i guess i'm just feeling all this at this moment. i feel so, so.. well, i don't really know.. today, i kept thinking of how sometimes people keep on talking about the "right one", and the "one".. so i'm wondering now.. does such a person really exist, and how much time do people take to find out who that person is.. is it really worth it, and i guess it just is..

but then again, how many times have i thought that that person is the one, when in the end they become an " i thought he was".. how many times, i really don't know.. perhaps i really shouldn't count..

despite feeling this, i had a really nice day, truth to be told.. i learnt today that patience really does pay off.. i've been eyeing on a pink bag in MoMoe, but i'm saving to buy a good discman, and so i pushed the thought of that lovely bag aside.. but this evening, when i was out to buy something at the shops, i came across this nice bag, which happened to be half the price of the bag i had been eyeing on.. so, i just bought it, haha..

besides, my mom just came back from Korea, and i miss her so very, very much.. it's so much fun to have my bestest buddy back home.. i love you mama! - i know she won't be able to read this, but who cares.. i love my mama

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yeap, i agree with all that, kakak. infact, we actually cant really banish all the thoughts of 'the right one' cuz we, as human being, need the needs of to love, to be loved, and being in love. perhaps, one good thing that can make us go through this hard time and make u feel good about urself,even if u think that u have the worst hair-day of all the day, is FRIENDS. or should i say, GIRLFRIENDS, right kakak honey? love u kakak, be tough.im with u.-lynntiar-